Blackened (The Black Post)
I was there in the darkest of a black room, where everything was black, the curves of my body, her dress, and the sun that lit that space.
Even the forsaken ocean I was swimming was dark, and I was surfing upon black waves, seeking salvation through a final vision, and a resurrection through some sort of a black magic spell I was humming…
The black beast inside of me knew no rest, growling and roaring, struggling within, to soon raise a dark flag of tyranny in somewhere on the dark side of my own Eden.
I kept running to the end of the tunnel, though there was no light there, but still my hopes were trying to escape this hellish black night mare but in vain.
I kept running and running until I was lost in a an infinite black hole in the dark realm of that space, an infinite black hole, where God was divided by zero.
Inspired By A Lucid Nightmare...
Posted by GraY FoX at 3:53 AM
Devils Whisper Dreams
I was away, walking a long road, listening to all of them debating about that fact, whispering, shouting, pulling each other's hair, biting each other's butts, and barking at each other.
"Dream big and fly, and be ready to die in order to have your dreams coming true".
I was hearing those clichés repeatedly, but I still insisted to wear that chunky wondering face…
What's the use of their dreams coming true if they were dead? I don't think cows ever wished to be burgers.
What if someone wanted to stick to the floor of reality and stop dreaming big for a while, maybe because they tried dreaming big and those dreams broke into dust and someone came and vacuumed?
Why should they have wings to fly and harvest dreams? Why don't they take the elevator? Even if it's out of service… stairs are always safer, more fun, and even easier to climb.
What if someone dreamt ageless and out of body, because physical dreams mean nothing no more?
Devil was not taking any breaks, he kept roaming around, whispering to those pale-faced people, stealing their souls in return of promises , crimson dreams and hellish glare, and then rolling every single soul in a cigarette so he can smoke it later with the guys at "Al-Nawfara".
What a fine pack, dreams of love, of fortune, of heaven, of influence, of power.
Devil came to me smiling cunningly, and started whispering, and when he was finished, I gave him a grin instead of a pale face, and started whispering to him, as his face was getting more red but strangely a pale kind of red, his horns getting smaller, his jaw was dropped, his eyes were wide open with veins sticking out of them.
Devil turned to address me "Holy God… Dude… Have you no fear?", as I stood there chuckling "ha ha ha, in your face bastard", so he took out a magnum gun and shot himself right in the throat, as I took his cigarettes and walked away grinning.
I walked away carrying tons of ideas and dreams similar to that one that freaked the freaky devil to death.
I walked along humming some words to remind myself…
"The most poor among men is not that who has not even a cent, the poorest man is who has not a single dream…The most pitiful among men is he who turns his dreams into silver and gold"
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Posted by GraY FoX at 11:52 PM
Yearning …
Have you ever wanted something so much? Craving it to the point that you were ready to give the world for a savor, for a touch, for a tiny whiff, or a particle of a moment lost in the arms of an unthoughtful reckless fate …
Have you ever wanted something so bad, that you would let the world sway and fade behind your back, and let your soul rise above your material world to be one with your humanly innocent desires?
Have you ever wanted something to an extent of no return, BUT still couldn't reach out your hand to hold on to what you craved? Even though your eyes were widened to the extreme shining with extreme inclination, and your heart was racing as fast as a warhorse and as loud as a thunderbolt…
Have you ever been in that state of need? But still were not able to get drunk of that cloud of red wine that was specially made for you, because your to-be-karma was blocking your ladder to heaven.
Have you?!
Posted by GraY FoX at 10:56 PM
Alternate Ending
It was all dark, the sun in the sky, the soil of the land, and the faces of men…
The only light that you could see was the glaring flames of the falling pieces of heavens, hammering the ground with an angry roar...
An angry roar that was similar to the boisterousness made by the swords and spears of men being sharpened on the hone wheel, that you could barely see among the scattered particles of metal flying all around, dancing with a luminous glory.
It was not a happy dance, it was the dance of war, the final dance, the furious dance, the dance that announces that it's the very final battle, a dance called "Armageddon".
Up there in the sky, you could see wings of angels being cut, and feathers of fire snatched out of demons skin, mixed up all together with the essence of sadness and tears of blood falling from the eyes of those who we thought were our divine and deity.
Up on a mountain of dead fragile bodies the fight begins between Achilles and mortality, between Abraham and the fire, between Ishmael and the knife, between Jacob and the beast, between Saint George and the dragon, between the huge elephant and the birds, between The Young Nomad and ignorance.
The one and only sin of those people who built that mountain with their flesh and blood was that they didn't believe in killing for differences, nor in interfaith fight, neither in a fragile God, so they left their bodies to be torn and crucified, and elevated with their souls towards what's beyond the falling cracked kingdom of heaven where they should be rewarded for finding their inner peace and their serenity of forgiveness.
At the versant of that mountain stood fully equipped men, heavily armed with their sharpened blades and sharp teeth, and drops of hateful sweat were covering their wrinkled foreheads, each group stood under the flag of their own God.
Lightning hits the battlefield, as a thunderbolt screams loudly in the sky announcing the beginning of the big fight, beginning of turning this earth into the promised hell, where every individual of those knights will find their own spot and live within, as heavens will remain there waiting , craving for more humans that lived according to their humanity , but in vain.
Posted by GraY FoX at 3:01 AM
How Tags Smell Like!
Thanks to Qabbani for tagging me ( I'll get you back for it dude :P )
The tag is about exhibiting the smells that I prefer , and which come as in the following non-sorted manner:
• Morning's thick breeze, assembled all together in one whiff filling my torn lungs, announcing a fresh new day before the sun comes out to burn away the particles of the heavenly air.
• Two bodies fragrances after a friendly handshake, a sincere embracing hug, a loving lustful kiss, or a long sleepless night of action on a bed of roses.
• Aromatic candles burning their magic souls in order to enlighten a dark long night of luminous meditation.
• The wood of my elementary school's desk, along with all the memories of a simpler time called "childhood".
• The scent that flies while flipping the pages of a brand-new book
• The odor of fall when it rains jasmine and yellow leaves.
• A midnight summer rain on an old forsaken tree or some flawless grains of sand on seashore.
• Mom's freshly-baked cookies coming right hot from the tiny oven to feed more mouths that can fit in that oven.
• Vanilla ice cream on top of a piece of hot brownies served with a cinnamon-flavored steamed-milky Nescafe first thing in the morning with the daily bonjour kiss ( I do serve that to myself ).
• Babies & Babes ( in a good non-nasty way ).
• The smell of breaking rules.
For the sake of inhaling the scent of breaking rules I will list down some of the unusual smells that I DON'T like.
• The original Chinese herbal tea.
• Boiled okra & zucchini.
• Streets crowded with angry faces and full-of-pee corners.
• The smell of Celine Dion ( thought I didn't try it yet )
Finally I want to apologize to the nice smells that I didn't mention, and want to say "BITE ME" for those smells that I don't like and didn’t mention.
And just for the fun of it, I'm tagging NOONE on my list unless you badly want to do it.
Posted by GraY FoX at 6:06 PM
Chasing Stars
Men can see the stars when it's darkest, and they follow their path of light, chasing every sparkle in the horizon, knowing that those scriptures of God were put there to guide their indulgence…
But yesterday, it was supposed to be different…
Stars were coming to visit men, to enlighten the sky of their space with millions of falling dreams and colorful hopes.
I thought that stars will be chasing me yesterday,
Hopes were high, but not high enough to meet the stars, but at least they were high enough to meet the dream
I hoped for the stars to fall and I got nothing falling on me, next time I'll hope for the moon to fall so maybe some stars will fall upon me…
Posted by GraY FoX at 3:22 AM
Achievements !!!
The ticking clocks of this dimension told me that I've been away for so long,
The huge hand of the clock on my left notified me of the huge amount of time trying to nudge me forcing me towards thinking of what I've accomplished through out this valuable priceless time of valueless pricy tasks.
- Dreaming so big that I met Alice in her wonderland but unfortunately I didn't like her as I thought I would
- Meeting what were supposed to be deadlines, but apparently I couldn't make it on time so far, so I haven't met them yet. God I'm wondering how they look like !!
- Chasing phony bologny governmental papers, and as usual laws were involved even in the way I wear boxers and the color of them.
- Going to the so-called college, doing my so-called exams, and fighting with janitors that are practicing power and paranoia over me inside of the exam halls.
- Baking a huge cake, but I don't know why people became green even though it was a creamy red apple cake !!
- Watching so much TV as came in doctor's prescription, with of course less news and more humor, and I'm officially up to date with all of south park episodes ( Hugest Achievement )
Pretty good , huh !!
Posted by GraY FoX at 2:10 AM
